Friday, October 5, 2012

Daily Bread - my psalm

Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.

Keep this Book of the Law always on your lips; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.

-Joshua 1:7~8

Ah, the day of the celebration and thankfulness!
Oh your grace and love is just wonderful.
In the hours of darkness and dispare, you gave me David's song.
My body belongs to you, and I have set my heart and mind to you.
Oh, yes, I will be strong and very courageous and meditate your words day and night.
Though I may fall, I will get up and keep going until the day I meet you.
You have been with me for the last 10 years. I cried to you and you heard my voice.
I ask and seek and you gave me what I need.
Not of the world, but things of your kingdom.
All the sufferings and training, I gained so much.
All the pains.
You had to take away what I love the most to bring me in to you.
I am free.
Only your grace and love. I will keep calling you.
Thank you Jesus, my friend and my Lord.
Thank you Jesus.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Daily Bread - 10th Year Anniversary Service Tomorrow

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me;
your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
-Psalm 23


Tomorrow, I will be celebrating 10th Year Anniversary of my company, i2WebSolution Inc.  My dear Pastor Hak-Kwon Lee and my church small group family will come and have this Thankful Worship Service.   10 Years!  It is unreal for me still.

So many times I cried.  I cried out to the Lord and God countless times.  I cried and cried alone.   Psalm 23 I recited thousands of times.   Who can help me but only you Lord?  He kept on breaking me over and over.  

In all those years, he has molded me to become a real person.  Oh, how self-centered I was.   All the world revolved around me.  Looking back, I was living so selfishly and self-centered.   And I thought I was a good person.   So shameful.  So sinful... I am.  I did not know what I was doing.

Still having toughest time of my life.  But only thing that keeps me is that I am walking the path that I have set for myself. 

My company vision is clear.   Provide Internet services to small business who cannot afford to hire technical people or team like us.   As a team, we can provide design, programming, Internet related services as if we are their employees at a fraction of the real cost.   The only thing that I have to do is earn people's trust - employees and customers.   Work hard to make them successful.  Treat my customers like Jesus.

Seek his Kingdom and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto me.  Seek his will first. 

In 10 more years, I think I will be successful and really become a "wholesome" person.

I would invite all of you to tomorrow's Worship Service but I will not be able to feed you.  But remember that I love you all.   Keep me in your prayers tomorrow.   I too shall pray and think of all my friends I could not be with.

Thank you for being my friends.  Jesus loves you.

In Him,
-brother billy  

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Daily Bread

Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election. For if you do these things, you will never stumble, and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

2 Peter 1:10~11

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Daily Bread

But we ought always to thank God for you, brothers and sisters loved by the Lord, because God chose you as firstfruits to be saved through the sanctifying work of the Spirit and through belief in the truth. 
He called you to this through our gospel, that you might share in the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.

-2 Thessalonians 2:13~14

Monday, October 1, 2012

Daily Bread

Keep me safe, my God,
    for in you I take refuge.

I say to the Lord, "You are my Lord;
    apart from you I have no good thing."

-Psalm 16:1~2

Good morning Brothers and Sisters,

October 1st!  Can you believe?  

Hope you had a wonderful Choo-Suk Weekend. 

To celebrate Korean Thanksgiving Day, my wife and I made boo-chim together.  We invited my cousin Julia and her children home, gave a blessing and shared time and food together.

It was a very small celebration - just our family and cousin's family.  I wish I had all my families were here but realized that we all lived in separate ways.  Our home, there was that spirit of love and hope.  I planned to do this every year - celebrate Choo-Suk with making Boo-Chim-Gae.  My boys were happy that their cousins come.  For them, having friends and family at home is a real joy.  

I was a bit down these days, but my family and friends at church cheered me up.  Just knowing that they are there healthy and see their smiles.  Come to think of it, we can find so much love and joy in little things.

Hope you have a wonderful and blessing day~

Love in Christ,
-brother billy :)


Friday, September 28, 2012

Daily Bread

"Be careful not to practice your righteousness in front of others to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.

"So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full.  But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

Matthew 6:1~4

Today's verse made me think... oh, when was the last time I gave to the needy?   And in secret?   In love?

I must strengthen my poor spirit overwhelmed by the world.   Lord, keep me.

Raining in New York.   Church small group meeting tonight at Brother Chang Won's home.   I will go to gym.  Then go to New Jersey and then Manhattan.   And have to take care of tons of office work.    The burden or shall I say joy of running a small business, self-employed.  

People tends to shrink when times are difficult.   I pray for my customers that they stay strong in this difficult times.   I pray for myself that I stay strong for myself,  family and everyone I know.   Keep me in your prayers.

Have a boo-chim-gae at home tonight.

Have a wonderful and blessing weekend~  

-brother billy :) 

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Daily Bread

Again he said, "What shall we say the kingdom of God is like, or what parable shall we use to describe it?

It is like a mustard seed, which is the smallest of all seeds on earth.  Yet when planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants, with such big branches that the birds can perch in its shade."

Mark 4:30~32